pretense..

The facade called life..

tranquility..

Blissfully detached.

compulsion..

Such is life..

amusing..

She suddenly could not remember the meaning of "ambiguity"..
Strange.

usual..

She is scared, it might not turn out to be all that she's expecting: like always.

funny..

Growing up is strange, you get to listen to all the problems and find solutions and then be happy because you feel needed and its strange..
She's rather do math..

shell..

It was blissful being cocooned..

epitaph..

Her tombstone would/ should read: "She lived till she was happy."

merge..

Some things are meant to be, as if you've groomed yourself for this time all your life..

see..

It is at times best to ignore facts/ truth even if it is staring right at your face..

strange..

It strangely seems strange to behave like a stranger with somebody you've known so well..

thought..

She values some people and their opinions more than anything and wonders if the same applies for them..

anticipation..

At times, even the tiniest of hopes, when diminshed can make a big difference..

philanthrophy..

She hopes that it was fun in all, not just for her..

intolerable..

Confusion, ego, desperation, restlessness and the waiting..
Its all making her so dizzy!!

termination..

All friendships come with an expiry date: how aptly said!!

diffused..

Like most of her good times,
this one too was stained by a dark spot..

smiles..

She thanks her stars:
She's got them for life to cover up for her!!

saturate..

And the clocks keeps ticking faster than ever..
Is this what her complete life would boil down to..